This envelope is a love letter for you

My fingers will never forget just where to place each corner, kissing another, when I close my love letters for you. Just how I'll never forget the feel of your skin as I kiss each part and we fold into each other. As if by closing in closer and closer we'll keep the world out,...

Smooth liquid emotion

I am whiskey breath,distilled golden sadnesstrying to drink my shadow under the table.I hide in the liquid - like a cut that stops bleedingwhen you run it under water.But I know it's not sustainable.But I know it's easier than feelinglike feeling at all.But I am not always steeped in high proof,one ledge from shattering.I live...

You are all my oceans and my shore

Crash into me, like waves but unbroken.Holy vow sprinkled with holy water.Lift me when I am heavy, be the swell to stop me from sinking.I will drown in you and never have the light go out in my eyes.I will be taken out by your tide, yet never be lost at sea.You are every current...

Use your words, love, use your words

When I use my words I take back the power that I have given the silence. It’s not easy; it’s a wrestle to draw the words out of the depths. It’s painful trying to name the thing I least want to name. She reminds me gently: “Use your words, love, use your words.” The words...

Take my weapons and give me a garden

She sings me guns and roses to fall asleep like all my defeat and sweetness has become her song. She takes the bullets from my wounds and plants seeds between my ribs. She pries the weapons from my hands so I don’t hurt myself and puts long stems and laughter against my chest instead. And...

Predator territory

i have marked my own body as my own territory with the steel frame of a lion on my shoulder with “courage” across the string of muscles leading to my fist with a gun on my forearm stretching out like my fingers when I reach for the trigger and still the predators come they hide...

Ask the angels to sing me to sleep

Pray for me. To your pagan gods and restless saints, weary from the moving of your lips. Sacrifice your animals, your food, your children. Sprinkle blood like sewing seeds - carefully and everywhere. Pray for me. Chant, dance, medicate. Call upon your ancestors as your feet make clouds in the dust. Let them intercede on...

A much less unhappy Father’s Day

I feel like I need to apologise on behalf of my father. Like, somehow, just by existing with his DNA makes his sins my problem. I'm sorry. I'm sorry he touched your daughter, undid your family, made you fall apart. He said that he was sorry. Except, he did it again. So was he really...